atleast that’s whati keep telling myself! and then yesterday i saw these beautiful little blossoms out my kitchen window, and i was convinced! the sun has been joining us more lately, too! oh, what that does for my spirit! i thought that i had fallen down a dark hole there for awhile…it was like the sun never rose. but today, it did:) and my boys are healthy, and i have pretty little blossoms out my kitchen window…what more could i ask for?
and this little one…i’m not sure what to do with him lately.
one minute he’s a perfect angel, doing something silly to make me laugh, and the next minute he’s been taken over by a crazy insane little monster…kicking, screaming, yelling no, over, and over, and over…
not to mention the fact that once the sun goes down, all the house is quiet, a gremlin emerges from his bed instead of him. he’s seriously awake ALL night!
i will say again that the moments that he is himself, he’s sweeter than ever, i just never know when that’s going to change. usually it’s in the most inconvenient situation possible.
i guess nobody said that parenting was convenient:)
and really i wouldn’t have it any other way.
he’s perfectly “dylan”. i get to look at his little face every day, give him hugs when he hurt or sad, give high-five to his chubby little hand when he does something amazing…
miss virginia (eli’s teacher) has been speaking abut “ages and stages” in our parent meetings.
she says dylan’s age is a state of disequilibrium. and that it’s necessary for their brain development. atleast i know there is a reason for the madness. someday i’ll look back and wish that he was small enough to throw a fit, and come running to me when it’s over.
for now, i’ll just do my best to enjoy every second of my little monster:)
as far as the comments on the previous post……..
you are all so sweet :)
i almost didn’t post that picture of the apron, because i thought it was kind of silly!
i LOVE to create, and make fun things. having an etsy shop is something i’ve wanted since the first time i visited the site. however, i believe there is a time for everything, and now is not the time. this photography thing takes up any and all “me” time i have, and sometimes i work on it more than i should. i hope that once my boys are a little older, and have some of their own stuff going on that i can explore all of these fun money making outlets, but for now in order to keep my sanity, and my family happy, i have to make choices.
photography wins. hands down.
for now, i so appreciate all the nice things that you say in your comments, and i will continue posting all of my silly little creations, as long as you all don’t get sick of me ;)
and probably even if you do.
if things change, you all will be the first to know.
